I was released from the hospital yesterday after a short stay. I have been dealing with anxiety and depression along with hallucinations. Though I am not suicidal, I told the hospital I was to get admitted. I've been trying to get in to see my psychiatrist for awhile with no luck so I've been talking to his nurse. She was taking a long time to call me back and the hallucinations were really getting to me. That's why I decided the hospital was my best choice. My psychiatrist sees his patients at the hospital so after he made changes I asked to go home. There's no point laying in a hospital room when you could lay in bed at home.
The med changes will take time to work and I know that. So now here I am, wishing for something to help me feel better. I haven't been to the gym in over a week. I have no motivation and all I want to do is crawl under the covers and hide. I know what I have to do. I know I have to power through these feelings and do what needs to get done. I know going to the gym could help me feel better and I need to go but again, no motivation. Sigh...
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